No, I’m not referencing the Pink Floyd song. I could see the possibility of people thinking that I would be blogging about music again, in lieu of the last post (Mixed Tape). Not today. I’m wondering if people even read these posts. Perhaps there is a period of self-doubt that I’m going through. Maybe I just hopped on another pregnancy hormone roller coaster and the exit appears to be no where in sight.
I planned a vacation day this past Friday to get a much needed massage and run a few errands. On my way to Bethlehem I thought about the next article I needed to write for Lehigh Valley Running Scene, which then spiraled into thoughts about my next Muffin blog post. I must have just come off the first drop in the coaster since I was doubting my audience. Does anyone even read this crap? Is there anybody out there?
I’m not doing this for my health. Well…sure I am. It helps to clear out the mental garbage which should provide some clarity, right? I’m doing this because I love to write. I’m doing this because I enjoy sharing stories about myself with people. I am doing this in the hopes that some of my stories will motivate the reader. BUT IS ANYONE REALLY LISTENING? Part of me hopes to be ‘discovered’ by a someone who will pay me to share these stories, and more, fwith an audience. Ha.
I can’t be discovered unless there are people out there. Are you there? Let me know. Follow my blog, leave a comment, SAY SOMETHING! I need to know that there are more than four or five people reading this. I’m open to your feedback, opinions, likes/dislikes… What do you want me to write about? Maybe it’s my lifelong passion to obliterate every opponent I encounter in a heated game of Monopoly. Maybe you’re interested in why I downloaded a Justin Beiber song. Maybe you want to know weird things about me like why I don’t use conditioner, my barriers against sharing dairy products with people, and why I can’t walk into a new restaurant (or other public meeting place) ahead of everyone. Maybe you just want me to stop writing.
I WANNA KNOW…IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE?